hating.

i really hate when your toe nails are polished very nicely with your best friends polish that is a hundred miles away and then the big one on the right begins to peel.

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i also really hate when dead-beat alcholics finally show up for a court date, only to find out their nearly-worthless lawyer chose to skip out and everything gets pushed back another month.

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i also really hate when everyone has exciting things going on in life and you don't. like getting engaged and having babies kind of exciting. which is way more exciting than becoming a doctor. because let me tell you... this is not all that exciting. as a matter of fact, this month really stinks. it's all old people and slow old doctors that don't let me do anything on my own. and when i say slow. i mean SLOW.

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i also really hate when you feel like you have a million things to do, but you aren't really sure what they all are, but it just feels like there are millions of things swarming above your head that you have to get done and if you don't get them done the world might implode.

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and one more thing... i also really hate when you feel like you are STILL spending every waking minute studying but nothing, NOTHING! sticks. it all just slips out like your ear canals are coated with tanning oil and letting everything slide out as fast as you can shovel it in. may be a valid reason NOT to study by the pool...

i'll get back to you on that one.